Perhaps This Is It

Launch Team Invitation

You don’t need a platform, a title, or a polished testimony to make an impact.
You just need to say yes.

Perhaps This Is It is not a story of perfection—it’s a story of obedience in the middle of chaos. A journey through the heartbreak of abuse, addiction, marital betrayal, chronic illness, infertility, and the unseen battles that threaten to break us. But it’s also a story of redemption. Of finding purpose in the middle of brokenness. Of trusting God in the “this” moments—the ones that make you wonder if He’s still writing your story.

This book is for the woman who’s tired of pretending everything is fine. For the woman wondering if God can use a life that feels anything but picture-perfect. For the woman whispering, “God, is this really it?”

Because maybe, just maybe…
This is exactly the moment you were created for.

ABOUT THE BOOK

Perhaps This Is It is part memoir, part devotional, and part small group guide.
It’s a raw and unfiltered look into the deepest valleys of my life—surviving abuse, battling addiction, walking through the wreckage of marital affairs, enduring chronic illness, navigating infertility, and clinging to purpose through military life’s relentless storms.

But this isn’t just my story. It’s an invitation for you to process yours.

Every chapter will take you deeper into:

A Story that won’t tie life up in pretty bows
A Devotion that anchors you in Scripture
Reflection Questions that make space for your own wrestling
A Small Group Guide to walk this journey with others

Because healing happens in a community.
And you were never meant to walk this alone.

WHAT PEOPLE ARE SAYING

“This isn’t a book you read. It’s a book you feel. Eleanor’s story gave me permission to grieve, to wrestle, and to believe God could still use me even when life didn’t make sense.”

“Perhaps This Is It is a lifeline for anyone who’s ever whispered, ‘God, why this?’ Eleanor’s honesty is a breath of fresh air in a world of polished testimonies.”

“Raw. Brave. Necessary. This book met me in my own secret battles and reminded me that God writes redemption into the most shattered stories.”

JOIN THE LAUNCH TEAM

I’m looking for a community of women who are tired of surface-level faith and are ready to bring this message into the places it’s needed most.

As part of the Launch Team, you’ll:

✨ Get early access to the first chapters

✨ Receive exclusive behind-the-scenes updates during the launch

✨ Help amplify the message by sharing your own “this” moments

✨ Be part of a community that’s not afraid to get real